I'm
devastated! I will never forget how he has helped Germany and anyone he has ever met.
He was a great man. He truly helped me to become, well, me. I could talk about
anything with him and he would talk about anything with me. Especially during
our evenings when I would have wine and Hitler would have tea. We would talk
about anything there and we knew we would not be disturbed. That was our
special time together. I will miss my favorite guy, but I might be with him
soon. I once wrote him a letter that said, "From our first meeting I swore
to follow you anywhere--even unto death--I only live for your love." I
meant that, so I have my cyanide ready. If I don't find out soon if it's Hitler
is truly dead I will assume him dead and take my life to be with the best man
ever known to walk on Earth: Hitler.
Sincerely,